sinderella81: (Fic Tease)
So, this is more for me than it is for anyone else ... it's a list of all the bunnies that I want to write

They're all Clex ... ;)

* Season 5 Clex with Lana in Beauty School ... chaos and possible crack
* Pilot episode hurt/comfort
* Clexian rewrite of movie 'Simply Irresistable'  (Clark in SMG's role, Lex in SPF's role)
* Clexian rewrite of 'Grease 2'  (Clark as Michael, Lex as 'Stephanie' [but a guy, obviously])
* Clexian rewrite of 'Footloose'  (Clark as the preacher's son, Lex as the transfer student)
* possible slave!fic?  (just a thought, no real bunny ... yet)
* Hick!College!Clark fic
* Clexian version of 'The GIft of the Magi'
* Gender roles on Krypton affect Clark -- Clex!
* Stuffy British Librarian!Clark who meets Lex in Metropolis
* Futurefic, AU where Clark is married to Lana and running a flower shop - Lex arrives and sweeps Clark off his feet!
sinderella81: (Fic Tease)
So, this is more for me than it is for anyone else ... it's a list of all the bunnies that I want to write

They're all Clex ... ;)

* Season 5 Clex with Lana in Beauty School ... chaos and possible crack
* Pilot episode hurt/comfort
* Clexian rewrite of movie 'Simply Irresistable'  (Clark in SMG's role, Lex in SPF's role)
* Clexian rewrite of 'Grease 2'  (Clark as Michael, Lex as 'Stephanie' [but a guy, obviously])
* Clexian rewrite of 'Footloose'  (Clark as the preacher's son, Lex as the transfer student)
* possible slave!fic?  (just a thought, no real bunny ... yet)
* Hick!College!Clark fic
* Clexian version of 'The GIft of the Magi'
* Gender roles on Krypton affect Clark -- Clex!
* Stuffy British Librarian!Clark who meets Lex in Metropolis
* Futurefic, AU where Clark is married to Lana and running a flower shop - Lex arrives and sweeps Clark off his feet!
sinderella81: (Pout)
March 20, 1997

I was a fifteen year old sophomore in high school when the first episode of Buffy The Vampire Slayer premiered. I wasn’t popular, wasn’t cool, hung out with a bunch of misfits, even sometimes with a teacher or two.

And there was Buffy Summers, who hung out with her own group of misfits, even the librarian. She navigated the trials and tribulations of high school at the same time I was. Although a bit of escapism, in watching Buffy and her friends I found kindred spirits … a part of me in each of them.

When Buffy and Co. graduated high school in the summer of 1999 [Season 3], so did I … our cap and gown colors were even the same (yes, I geeked out).

As Buffy entered her first year in college [Season 4], so did I.

I lost my mom at the end of 1999.

Mid-way through Season 5 [2000 - 2001], Buffy lost her mom. That episode both moved me and brought the reality of my own situation crashing down on me … And then Anya said what I'm sure lots of people wish they could say but never do. I actually still cannot watch that episode.

Season 6 of Buffy was the darkest of the seasons and aired during some of my own darker moments. Although it was dark itself, the show was one of the few bright spots for me during that time … as I overcame some of my own personal demons by the middle of 2002, so did Buffy by the time Season 6 had ended.

Buffy the Vampire Slayer ended on May 20, 2003 … a part of me is still with the Scooby Gang (although not in Sunnydale since they blew that city to bits … ) The show will forever be a part of me, something to point to as having an impact on who I am now.

I’m ready to be strong.

Fangirling!

Dec. 4th, 2016 09:23 am
sinderella81: (Princess Kiss)
Okay, so yesterday I hauled by butt up the Staples Center/Microsoft Theater where the LA Premiere of 'Sing' was going on.  I met up with a friend of mine, who met up with two other friends of hers (and a random girl we met) because we were all there to see the same person.

Taron Egerton. (Kingsman, Eddie the Eagle)

So ... we were on the Staples Center side, looking at ... mesh on fencing.  Yep.  They had fenced off the WHOLE THING.  So, unless you had a ticket to the premiere, you couldn't see anything.  And then, the security for the Staples Center was SUPER RUDE and pushed everyone who was there 'off their property' and we even got told 'I would hate to have you arrested' ... dude.

We (the five of us) moved to the other side of the Microsoft Theater, and tried to look incospicuous - there were a bunch of people meandering around so it wasn't too bad.  Stars were supposed to be arriving at 3 and the movie was supposed to start at 4 ... it got past 4pm and we started to loose hope ... One of the girls had looked on twitter and found that 'Sing' was doing a 'livestream' and Taron had just taken a picture four minutes earlier on the red carpet.

And then.  I spot someone through the mesh.  Wearing what Taron was photographed wearing.  And then some random woman who had appeared reminded us that there were GLASS WINDOWS around the corner that he had to walk by.  So we booked it around the corner and got his attention and he smiled and waved and BLEW US ALL A FUCKING KISS!!!!

   

(pictures taken by [livejournal.com profile] krissielee)

So ... life made. (Oh, I also saw Matthew McConaughey)
sinderella81: (Believe)
Step One
- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.
- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ, or link to this post (it'll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.
Step Two
-Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:
- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is
another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.
You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.
There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.


Here is my list this year:


  1. For everyone to have a safe and happy holiday

  2. If you feel so inspired, covers for any of my fics, the most recent ones can be found here on AO3

  3. Postcards! Kitchy ones from anywhere, really, but if you live outside the United States ... that would be epic!

  4. A corset ... I really really really want one ... handmade is the ultimate wish but  ...

  5. Phone wallpapers of my favorite boys ... I'm deeply deeply into Suits and Teen Wolf right now, so ...  :D

  6. Anything from my Amazon.com wishlist

  7. A donation to the National MS Society ... it doesn't have to be big, everything helps ... My mom passed away from complications of MS almost sixteen years ago, and they have yet to find a definite cure ... they're able to slow the progression, but there is no cure

  8. Random Acts of Kindness ... do something nice for someone in your community ... Spread the Love

  9. If you see a fic/manip/vid that you like, comment ... even if it's just to say 'I liked it!' ...

  10. An end to fandom wank of all kinds ... (it's asking a lot, I know)

My email address is beckyphillips@hotmail.com
I live in Huntington Beach, California in the USA :)

I am scared

Nov. 9th, 2016 07:34 pm
sinderella81: (Rainbow)

I am scared for this uncertain future.

I am white. But I am a non-heteronormative female who practices and believes in alternate religions.

I might ‘be fine’ as someone told me I would be on fb.

But what about my trans friends? What about all my lgbt friends? What about my Muslim friends? What about my Hispanic friends? What about Standing Rock? What about Flint? What about everything I thought I knew about my country?

sinderella81: (Music)
I got to see this yesterday at the Pantages with Darren Criss and Lena Hall and I was completely blown away.  Blown.  Away.



First, I'd forgotten how much I love live theater.  I mean, movies, television, YouTube videos ... they're great, but there is something about seeing a live performance that is just ... life altering.

I've never actually seen the stage performance before.  I think I've seen bits and pieces of a movie version, but it had to have been so long ago as yesterday's performance had SUCH and impact on me.  I was completely blown away and brought almost to tears.  I mean, superficially, Darren Criss can rock a pair of heeled boots and fishnets.  But past that ... it really hit home for me.

Remove the mask you've been wearing to make everyone else happy.  Destroy it.  Burn it.  Find yourself.  Be yourself.  LOVE yourself.
sinderella81: (Corset)
So, I'm rereading some of my favorite romance novels.  I just finished reading 'The Kadin' be Bertrice Small and have mvoed onto 'The Love Slave' ...which is the 'girl becomes part of a harem and falls in love with prince/caliph/sultan' and ... I love these books so much and I lose myself in the stories.

And then I finish and remember that the girls joined the harem when they were 13 or 14 ...

But I still love the books!!!!

I miss ...

Jul. 29th, 2016 06:49 am
sinderella81: (Buzz Fetish)
RP'ing ... I still RP with a friend of mine but ... I miss doing RPs ... creating those worlds and those AUs and dropping your fave characters in and just ... seeing how they'll behave ...

I miss it.
sinderella81: (Lydia 3)
So this past weekend (from the 23rd to the 27th), I was in New Jersey (Elizabeth) for Howlercon 2016!  On Friday, me and Gloria went into the city to be Hamilton trash :D but then the rest of the time, we thoroughly enjoyed the Con!

Now, I have two BIG and FUN stories to relay of things that happened during the Con.

1.  Shutting Down the Autograph Line



Read More )

2.  The Theme of Our Wedding is Sex



Another Read more )

All in all this was an amazing weekend and I have lots of great memories!!!
sinderella81: (Music)
Okay so not really Broadway, but I got a season pass to the Pantages to see their shows for the next season ... mostly so I can see at least one version of 'Hamilton' ... The shows I get to see are:

  • Hewig and the Angry Itch

  • The King and I

  • Finding Neverland

  • An American in Paris

  • The Bodyguard

  • The Book of Mormon

  • HAMILTON!!!

OMG!!  I'm super excited!!!

Book Recs

May. 3rd, 2016 06:43 am
sinderella81: (Eyebrow)
In the mood for some new books to read ... actual books not fic LOL

So send me your book recs!
sinderella81: (WTF)
My uncle has aggressive, fast moving prostate cancer

Last night I found out it moved to his bones and he's got a tumor ...

Fuck cancer

I can't do this ... 

Ship Meme

Mar. 10th, 2016 09:08 pm
sinderella81: (LoganDick)
I was doing this over on Tumblr, but [livejournal.com profile] lexalicious70 asked if I could do one for her over here and of course I said yes.  She asked for Dick x Logan

How did they they meet?   In school.  Not kindergarten, like in those Harlequinn romance novels, but in sixth grade when they were stuck as partners in a random school project

Who developed romantic feelings first?  Logan - always reacting with his heart before his brain, the feelings for Dick developed fast but were kept hidden

Who is their biggest “shipper?”  Cassidy LOL

When did they have their first kiss and under what circumstances?  First kiss wasn't until their senior year in high school, during a spring break surf trip down in Mexico

Who confessed their feelings first?  Dick did.  Admittedly it was a drunken confession but he still did it first

What was their first official date?  Midnight surf trip

How do they feel about double dates/group dates? Generally, they're okay with it, but they don't do shit like bowling or the carnival.  If you're going to double date you'll go and do go carts or snorkeling or something

What do they do in their down time?  Surf mostly.  Read, listen to music, watch movies ... read comics ...

What was the first meeting of parents as an official couple like? ... um it never happened.  Big Dick's gone and Logan's dad is gone so ... it was really only letting Cassidy know they were together ... which went really well :D

What was their first fight over and how did they get past it? It was silly and petty, but their first fight was over what movie to go see at the theater ... they decided to flip a coin LOL

Which one is more easily made jealous?  Dick does. He's a bit possessive over Logan, and Logan will be indulgent to a point, then smack Dick on the ass and remind him that Logan belongs to Dick

What is their favourite thing to get to eat? S'mores made over a bonfire on the beach

Who’s the cuddly one? What their favourite cuddling position?  Dick is.  He likes to lay on his back, with Logan's head resting on his shoulder, arm thrown across Dick's chest,  Dick runs his hand up and down Logan's back until they fall asleep

Are they hand holders?  Not really, no.  When they're at home, and sitting together, they might hold hands, but they show their affection in other ways

How long do they wait before sleeping together for the first time? What’s the circumstances?  Summer after high school graduation, they took an epic vacation to Hawaii to surf some big waves ... the sense of freedom that led to a dance with danger and some semi-public first time sex on a beach

Who tops?  Whoe doesn't?

What’s the worst first they’ve ever gotten into?  When Logan joined the Navy.  Dick felt like Logan was abadoning him.  it took them a few weeks of long talks before everything was okay

Who does the shopping and the cooking?  Logan does most of the cooking (when he's home), and when they're both home they go shopping together

Which one is more organized and prone to tidiness?  Logan - comes from his time in the Navy

Who proposes?  Dick.  Before Logan goes overseas the first time.  It's a promise, something to tether them together

Do they have joined Bachelor/Bacheloette parties or separate?  Joint massive surf party the weekend before their wedding.

Who is the best man/maid of honour? Any other groomsmen or bridesmaids?  Cassidy is Dick's and Veronica is Logan's - No one else.

Big Ceremony or Small?  Very small destination wedding in Puerto Rico

Do they have a honeymoon? If so, where?  Honeymoon yes - they called it the Surfing Tour - Ecuador, Fiji, Costa Rica and Brazil

Do they have children? How many? No kids yet - they've been talking about it and are definitely thinking about it
sinderella81: (Music)

'Barbie Girl' cover by Postmoder Jukebox :D


'Grace Kelly' by The Puppini Sisters
sinderella81: (Curves)
I got my AncestryDNA results back (I got the test as a xmas present) ... and ... the results are kind of surprising!



Edit:  I did this super early this morning before I left for work so it was a bit rushed ...

The 'Native American' means that the genetics are native to the Americas (North/Central/South) ... which means that my Mexican background is native to Mexico and that region

'Europe West' is France, Germany, Luxeumbourg, Lichenstein ..

'Scandinavia' is Norway, Denmark and ... Sweden, I think

'Ireland' is Ireland, Scotland and Wales

'Middle East' is Iraq, Syria, Lebanon, Saudi Arabia, etc.
sinderella81: (Glasses Fetish)
So ... Tom MIGHT be showing up on Supergirl ... Kinda cool!!

I really just need him back on my screen.

Here's one article about it

And here's another article about Welling's time on Smallville and his possible return to television
sinderella81: (Dream)
My dream last night was lovely ... it had:

Captan America (aka Chris Evans)
Winter Soldier (aka Sebastian Stan)
John Barrowman
Thor (who looked like a cross between Chris Hemsworth and Ewan McGregor with red hair)
Ryan Kelley (from Teen Wolf) with LONG hair

 I don't know what they were all doing but ... it was some lovely eyecandy
sinderella81: (Believe)
It was a good one.  Some downs, but for the most part, it was good.  I got some good stuff, including the DNA Test from Ancestry.com so I can get a breakdown of my genetic makeup ... I'm really excited for that!



Here's me today just before going to dinner with the extended family.

Also ... I LOVE my extended family on my mother's side, but ... I can only take them in small doses.  I'm too much like my father and not enough like them, so most things like this I tend to keep quiet (which is unlike me lol)

But all in all, it was a great day.  And I'm seeing The Force Awakens tomorrow, so yay!!!!
sinderella81: (Blindfold)
I don't normally do these but I might this year ...

I need to stop being so judgmental about myself ... I am so non-judgmental about everyone around me but ... I judge myself too hard.  I just need to work on accepting myself for who I am ...

Thanks, [livejournal.com profile] lexalicious70 for the talk last night <3

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