14 Years Today

It’s still a bit painful … there are days where it hurts more than others. Days where it feels like forever, days where it feels like it was just yesterday. She will forever be in my heart … 14 years today.

Why the stars are lined up so perfectly

For everybody, but not for me?

I wish it could be easy

But it never goes that way

It’s never like the movies

It’s never like they say

Well, maybe one day I’ll be back on my feet

And all of this pain will be gone

And maybe it won’t be so hard to be me

And I’ll find out just where I belong

It feels like it’s taking forever

But one day things can get better

And maybe my time will come

And I’ll be the lucky one

Now I can’t stop thinkin’

How this life could be

I can keep pretendin’

But honestly

Does it really make a difference?

Does it really ever change a thing?

It’s never like the movies

It’s never like you think

Oh, maybe one day I’ll be back on my feet

And all of this pain will be gone

And maybe it won’t be so hard to be me

And I’ll find out just where I belong

It feels like it’s taking forever

But one day things can get better

And maybe my time will come

And I’ll be the lucky one

So give me a reason to keep holdin’ on

Something that makes me believe that my life’s gonna change

Seems like everyone else gets a shot, gets a break

I can’t wait for that to be me

Maybe one day I’ll be back on my feet

And all of this pain will be gone (all of this pain will be gone)

And maybe it won’t be so hard to be me

And I’ll find out just where I belong (I’ll find out just where I belong)

And maybe one day I’ll be back on my feet

And all of this pain will be gone

It feels like it’s taking forever

But one day things can get better

And maybe my time will come

And I’ll be the lucky one

And I’ll be the lucky one