My Life ... It's Random

xanthe posted this on tumblr and ... yeah ... THIS:

“

Sex is not a goddamn performance.

Sex should feel as natural as drinking water.

It should not require confidence.

Sex should happen, because the moment is ripe.

Ripening lips, ripening labia, ripening cock, ripening pupils, ripening state of being. Ripe and augmented and brimming. Your energy goes to your pumping heart, then to every external nerve, then to theirs, on fire.

You bask, roll, play in it. You sigh, moan, laugh.

It’s not about being “good in bed.”

It’s about being happy.

One should never worry if they’re doing it “correctly.” Sex is not factual. I don’t want your cookie-cutter sex, I don’t want your meticulously crafted, calculated, fool-proof fuck. I don’t want a show. I want you. Let your instincts, urges and whims define that. It’s enough.

What do most girls like? Forget about it. Statistics are meaningless when there’s only one. Hello, here’s me. Here’s you.

Don’t worry about taking it too slow. We got time. We got infinite rhythms, combinations, possibilities. Explore each fuck. Take our time. We can do a different one later.

Don’t worry about making me come. I’m here. Right where I want to be.

I am overwhelmed by wanting; you don’t have to convince me. I want you because I like you. So don’t put on a front. Don’t taint this.

I’m frustrated—it’s just authenticity I want.

It’s originality.

It’s passion.

It’s joy.

Don’t say that something I like is ugly. Don’t compare yourself to the rest. You will live and die with and within your experiences like everyone else. If someone thinks you are amazing, they are not wrong. Their universe is as real as any other; it is forged through perception.

I don’t care if you accidentally slammed my head into the wall, if you slipped out, if my arm cracked, if the delightful pressure of your wet lips on my anything made a silly sound. There is no right way and no wrong way.

“Good in bed,” what.

You’re good in my bed. I’m pleased you’re there. I feel it suits you.

Shove your technique. Let your memory swallow it. Fuck me like you’d fuck me, fuck me like you feel.

This isn’t a test.

”

So I went to see 'The Hunger Games' last night ... will post squee in a minute LOL

First there was drama ... so I was seeing the 7:45 showing with a bestie.  I had to stay a little late at work (of course) and when I got there at about 6:15 the bestie was already in line ... so there went dinner plans.  But I should have expected that given the buzz for the movie :D.  

So ... we weren't too far back in the line, but people had been saving spots, etc. There was this guy behind us though, with his daughter, and he suddenly started talking to this teenager on the other side of the ropes (further up in line) about how he was just going to cut in front of everyone because all these people were saving spots and cutting in front of him.  O.o ... The teenager tried to talk to him sensibly, but ... no.  The guy wasn't having any of it.  So then, a theater employee comes around to make sure everyone has actual tickets, not just Fandango printouts and the guy starts talking to her about how do they know these people weren't cutting, etc.  Really guy?  They're not going to sell more tickets than seats in the theater, chill.  So THEN the line starts moving, and a couple of teenage boys in front of us were going to cut the line to be with their friends who were already there, but there wasn't room for them, and the guy starts telling the teenagers to go back of he'll hurt them ... like punch them!  The boys spoke with some of the employees about him and I don't know if the guy got kicked out but ... wow.  And I feel bad for his daughter.

There were a couple of chatty people around us ... so I'll need to see it again :D :D (not a hardship LOL)

I didn't get to eat dinner until 11:00 last night ... 

OH! And I ran into two kids that used to go to the Y when I worked there.  One was working there in the theater ... and I'm friends with her older sister on FB O.o ... The other was one of the teenagers who was in front of me ... he had to be about 14 ... I knew him when he was 5 and 6 ... How old did that make me feel?????

Now on to the movie ... Epic love!!!!!!  It is a great companion to the book ... and the movie had some really interesting shots and I loved the music and the look and the costumes and I felt the casting was spot on!!! I loved loved loved Effie Trinkett and Haymitch!!!!!!!  Just perfect!!  And my love for Peeta has grown to epic proportions LOL ... I can't wait to see what they do with the two other books!!!!

I got the new Rick Riordan book 'The Lost Hero - Son of Neptune' -- downloaded it to my Kindle today!

I'm such a geek for these books - I don't care that they're primarily for kids - they're awesome books!!!!!!!

*goes to read new shiny book*

Why, yes the person she is talking about is me ... this girl and I used to be best friends in middle school, kind of friends in high school and then grew apart ... the reason I don't talk to her is because she's CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  And I'm on her friends list because I thought she was going to try to make amends, but she never did ...


Can I also point out that she sent the friend request to me, not the other way around ... So all her 'I don't know why we don't talk but she's on my friend's list' bullshit is because she wanted me there!


She apparently doesn't know me very well anymore ...

OH! And after checking the 'dating site' it clearly shows her profile picture as someone who has visited my profile ...

Seriously!

So, a lot of my friends have been getting into Pottermore early because of the early entry contest going on this week ... and I have not because whenever they do it I am at work!!

So, krissielee got in yesterday and offered to try to get me in today ... and behold!  She got me in!!!!!  Epic win!!!   She gets uber cookies for getting me in :D

I even got a cool username:  Midnightsilver185 ... nice, right???

Thanks to krissielee for the linky ... now I share it with you!

Meet Steven Retchless ... a Pole-fessional ...

I shrunk a cup size!!

I've gone from a 42H to a 42G ...

... O.o ...

Originally posted by lavenderfrost at ...WTF.

Look what Sis gave me for Valentine's Day!



It's a little SuperBoy that I can hang from my keys or purse!  He's super adorable!!!!!!  I ♥ ♥ ♥ him so much!!!